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i ain't gonna be part of this system...

october 25, 2009

Hola everybody! It is almost 1 a.m. and I don't really feel that tired, so hopefully after I get off the computer there is something good on TV to watch. I have been on the computer since like 9 o'clock working on this website layout and talking to my best friend, Alec@Retrosound. He keeps me company while I work on my site and I would be so lonely without him. By the way, the title of this post is a lyric from the SNL clip "On The Ground" and it is sang by Andy Samberg from The Lonely Island. The movie can be found in the funny videos section of the magazine, so you should check it out. It is absolutely hilarious to me and my brother, but you might think it's stupid. So, I made this new website layout and I really like it. Lately, I have felt that my creativity has been on vacation, but I think it finally came back! Anyways, today (well yesterday) I went to the mall with my best friend, Amanda and we were at the mall from like 12 to 6, so that's 6 hours if you were too lazy to do the math. We always spend so much time at the mall and we really just walk around and spend hours in stores that we end up not even buying anything from. I didn't buy anything for the first few hours, but then we went back into the store we started in and I ended up buying a shirt, jeans, pajama pants, and pajama pants for my mom, too, so it ended up being a pretty good trip. Since we spent so much time at the mall, though this day has gone by so fast! Now, only Sunday is left and I have a lot of homework to do and laundry. That should be fun. Oh well. I have a half-day this week at school and Thanksgiving Break will come before we know it and then Christmas Break. That reminds me; I have no idea what to ask for, for Christmas. I don't want to ask for anything too expensive because then I'll only get that one thing, but I don't really know anything to ask for. So far, all I have is a New Moon poster. Well, I should probably be getting off now and trying to fall asleep, but I'll probably talk to Alec a little big longer, first. Bye! (:

i want you so bad it's my only wish...

october 16, 2009

The title of this post is from the song "Meet Me Halfway" by the Black Eyed Peas. I really like this song for some reason. It just has a really catchy beat and I like the lyrics. I've been listening to it over and over for the last hour, while I've been making, coding, and putting up my new website layout. I don't know why, but I can not update anything until I make a new website layout that I really like. It gives me inspiration. I like the new website layout I put up because it's different than a lot of my recent website layouts. It's edgy and not so safe and professional looking. Sometimes we just need to let loose and have some fun with our creativity, or else our creativity will disappear. Sometimes I just do not feel creative and artistic at all. Like in my art class, some of the projects we do, I feel like mine comes out the worst in the whole class and some people who you don't think would be very artistic are the most artistic and come up with the most creative things and I'm like oh snap, why couldn't I think of that? I want to go to an art college, so if I ever want that to happen, I need to step up my game, but then I also tell myself that, that is just art class and I'm not the best at drawing and painting and stuff, I'm better at computer design, which is what I would probably go to school for, or Interior Design. I also want to take some Pastry classes. I think it would be fun to learn how to make yummy food and decorate cakes and stuff, but I also want to take Business classes too, which I know they don't offer at an art school, so I really need to just pick what I want to do when I'm done with school or else it's just going to be way more difficult.

Anyways, school has been pretty busy lately because of Homecoming and everything, but that is all over now, so hopefully I'll get a little break. Homecoming was kind of fun, but it's been so cold that, that kind of ruined it. The parade was a lot of fun, though because I was actually yelling and having a good time. Our float came in 4th place though, which is last. The seniors didn't even finish their float, but they probably got 3rd place just because the teachers felt sorry for them. Then I went to our Homecoming football game and it looked like we were going to win, but the last few minutes the other team scored a touchdown and we lost. It was sad, but oh well. I didn't go to the dance. You're probably wondering why and honestly it's just because I'm not a dance kind of person. The last time I went to a dance was in 5th grade and I didn't have much fun at it. I think I look stupid when I dance and I don't want other people to think I look stupid, so that's why I don't dance and there's no point in going to a dance if you're not going to dance. Wow, that was a long, confusing sentence. I really should be feeling tired right now because I woke up at 6 a.m. this morning, well yesterday morning, since it's past midnight right now. I really don't feel tired, but I'm going to get off after I write this anyways and I try to go to sleep and if I can't fall asleep, then I will just watch TV. I really hope that I can update this weekend for you guys. I don't have any plans and I just have a little bit of homework to do, although it is stupid reading for english and I never understand that crap, so yeah, it might take a while. I'm really enjoying being on Student Council, by the way. It's a lot of fun so far, even though it's been a little stressful, and I can't wait to start planning Prom. Well, I'm going to get ready for bed now. Bye! (:

concrete jungle where dreams are made of...

october 3, 2009

The title is from the song "Empire State of Mind" by Jay-Z and Alicia Keys. I really only like the part of the song where Alicia is singing. Anyways, I haven't posted anything in about a month, so I thought that I should. I have been so busy lately, so that's why there haven't been very many updates. Our homecoming parade, game, and dance are all in like a week and for the parade each grade is supposed to make a float. So, I've been busy doing that and the teacher's have decided to give us all lots and lots of homework even though we're supposed to be building a float, so it's pretty crazy and I have like no time to do anything. I didn't even turn my computer on like two days last week. I always turn my computer on, so yeah, that just shows how busy I've been and tired. I've been going to sleep at like 10 p.m. every since school started. I'm just exhausted a lot of the time and I really look forward to going to sleep now. The baseball season is almost over. There are only two more games left and then the post season or plays offs start. I'm not really going to say anything else about that because it makes me a little angry, ha. So, this one site has been stealing my graphics and layouts and stuff and she's been stealing lots of other site's stuff to, I believe. I don't really want to give out her site though because it will just get her more views, which she doesn't deserve and it will start drama, which I don't want to do. I'm just going to try to let it go because I want to be the bigger person, but it's really frustrating. I swear if anyone else starts stealing stuff that I make, I'm about to start suing people. Don't mess with me or my stuff! On a lighter note, I'm going to do some online shopping, maybe look at some hoodies and sweaters and then I have to go help out with the float, so bye.